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Nickname: SpicyCoolGal
Birthday: 23 September
Star Sign: Virgo/Libra
Personality: Happy-Go-Lucky, Blur, Procrastinate, Careless, Paranoid, Messy, Friendly, Stubborn
Fav Actor: Ethan Hawke
Fav singer/band: Jewel, ColdPlay, Bon Jovi.

Ethan's Palace

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| Saturday Night Fever |
| 07.31.04 (11:37 pm) [edit] |
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31/7/04
Wake up at around 8.30am... My dad told me he will be going out at around 9.30am.. asking me to get prepared... I went back and sleep for abit before waking up relunctantly.... My dad drives me to SSDC to do my bookings for pratical theory.... I booked for 10 lesons and the total bills add up to $770... Sucks.. that is about $70 per lesson... so expensive! Rushing to work for my telemarketing job. It was raining and I was late for 15 minutes. Luckily the supervisor there was very nice and he started briefing us at around 11.30am... by the time he finsihed.. it was around 12pm.. started calling til 6pm.. still never achieved any sales at all.... sucks..... I went to find my ex's mum and get money back for my PS2. I purposely asked about that bitch and my ex.. how are they? She seemed puzzled why I asked that question and she replied they are very confusing,, always quarrel... haha... I knew it! I purposely said aiya.. couples always quarrel very normal one mah... she questioned me what I and my ex quarreled about last time.. I replied we quarrelled everytime because of I wanted to go out and he doesn't allows me... I don't care anymore... I also puposely sms richie's mum telling her to tell that bitch off to stop disturbing me.. haha.. feel a sense of achievement..... I also sms my ex abt that bitch.. he replied me which is very rare thing....and we communicate and also exchange a few sms... we nearly quarrel and I warned her about telling her gf not to disturb me... haha..... Went for flower podders meeting and get to know some pretty gals there....I sold my facial items to one of the gals-Hot Ice there.... after that went to meet up with shir... Shir, her bf and her bf's bro came and meet me in PS...had our dinner in Long John silver and I told her about what I found out about my ex.. I tell her I'm very happy but later feel abit pity for that bitch... I also let her know I purposely sms my ex's mum about that bitch... Shir scold me and say this matter had long been over why I still wanna pursue this matter? She say I'm childish and I know that.. I tell her because I purposely wanna stir things up and make that bitch being scolded by my ex's mum and my ex... haha.. I knew i'm very very bad but who ask her to snatch my guy? Although my guy doesn't deserved my love... I just wanna get my revenge back! Went to Dbl O.. had some drinks and we started dancing away... Weide's bro, Ben quite cute and funny.. hahahaha... A young gal came over and wanted to take our photos. We posed a few shots and she suggested Ben hugged me while we are posing. I quickly replied no and she asked are we a couple.. I replied nope and she said sorry... so paiseh.... She later gave us a namecard saying our photos will be posted on Cbl O website! Coolz... I noticed Ben got keep looking over... i suspected he might be interested in me.. however he is not my type lah.. too guai and young already.. don't feel like dating younger guys anymore!
Ok below are some shots taken from Dbl O:
Me, Ben, Shir, Weide

Me & Ben. Yanyi commented I look blur here. Maybe too much alcohol? Keke...

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| Shocking Friday! |
| 07.31.04 (11:21 pm) [edit] |
30/7/04
My colleague-Jason told me he is quitting and joining another company. I asked him is it managerial position. He said nope and it is normal executive position. The reason he went over is because of the higher pay... Actually I'm not surprised.. I had suspected it long ago.. I cans sense his heart is not already with this company..... He had a talk with our boss and I asked him how was it... he said my boss already knew he wanted to leave as he had already told him the previous time that another company is offering a job.....but he rejected it in the end........ All I hope for is that he will be doing fine there
Did nothing the whole day.. i'm bascially acting busy, surf the net a while and running over here and there to gossip......
Went for my telemarketing job on Friday and again never achieved any sales at all!
Meet up with Yanyi and Celine for xlubbing. We had a drink at Baker's Inn and thats when Yanyi dropped the bomb! She told me that Nichola bitch and my ex are no longer together. Yanyi further elaborate saying that she doesn't know the details as Aksel told her abit over the phone. My ex had been chased out of the house by his mum because a China woman had threaten to commit suicide because of him.....I was quite shocked when I heard that.......I can't believe why my ex is such a irresponsible bastard! Although I'm happy that Nichola bitch deserved retribution for this.. I don't know why but feel pity for her... Anyway I don't care already all I know was that I'm glad my ex and I were over long ago... No wonder that Nichola bitch add me in friendster again!
Went to Centro for clubbing.. surprised to see so few people... hmm.... got a couple of guys wanna chat us up but we ignore them..... Had supper after that and went home at around 5am... super tired! Need to wake up at 9am tomorrow!
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| Boring wednesday! |
| 07.31.04 (11:05 pm) [edit] |
28/7/04
Went to the telemarketing part time job and again never hit any sales at all.... Feel abit dejected when I saw the same batch of people undergoing training all already broke 'their egg' and achieved their sales... Sucks.... I'm giving this telemarketing job another go and if I never achieved sales at around early august... I'm quiting....
Went home and decided to sms my ex's mum telling her that that nichola bitch is disturbing me again... she never replied,, I know i'm being childish but my main motives is to get nichola being scolded my ex and my ex's mum.. i know i'm very bad!
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| Dinner with Davina |
| 07.31.04 (10:59 pm) [edit] |
27/7/04
I was supposingly to be working part time after work. I wanted to cancel the meeting to Wednesday but Davina is flying back to Australia on thursday. She got tons of things to pack for her luggage and hence I decided to not to turn up for the part time job and went to Dinner with Davina and gang instead. Shiryee sms me to meet up with her at around 7pm.. I knew they will be late and hence slowly did my work and dragged time til around 6.30pm then I leave the office. I was packing my bag and was ready to go off and Shiryee called me and asked where I am... I was abit pissed off with her as she & Davina had gone to KTV and never heed my pleas of singing KTV after my work. She told me she purposely took half a day leave and don't wanna went home so late... I was even more angrier when I heard Davina singing in the background..
I talk to her sacastily and said I knew they would be late... Shir sounds angry and say why my tone is so 'buay song'.. i tell her I cancel my important appointment for them and they will be late... She replied my answer sarcastily too and we quickly put down the phone. She later sms me asking me why am I so unhappy with her? I don't wanna tell her the truth and tell her that I'm tired and have lots of work to be done at work. She replied saying that why everyone scolding her when she is the one making the effort for this meeting. She is being scolded by her bf, bee and then me.... I feel so bad when I saw this msg and I replied her saying I didn't mean it but I don't feel like saying sorry to her(just don't know why)
I arrived at Cityhall at around 7.10pm and we went tshopping around before deciding to go Crystal Jade for our dinner. When Shir they all arrived, it is already 8plus.. We ordered quite alot of food and we forked oit to equailavent to $20 per person.. thats considered expensive as we went HK and eat to our fill paying S$10 per person!
Went home and surf net for a while... Saw that third party Nichola bitch adding me again... Doesn't she knows that she is the one ruining my relationship with my ex and still has to cheeks to add me again? Who wants to be friends with her?
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| Overdue long updates! |
| 07.31.04 (10:43 pm) [edit] |
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Davina’s farewell celebration
24/7/04 Sat
After making a hoo-ha at the 1st modelling agency, I had a talk with the boss of the modelling agency-Ivan yesterday... He ‘sweet- talk’ to me and we joking ‘strike a deal’ saying that he will give me more photos for the makeover and I will do my first assignment for him free. I had earlier argue with him because for the price i’m paying... $200, I will be getting around 6 photos only and a CD rom... we argue some more and he asked me some more questions about some other modelling agency I have been to. I’m speechless because I’m lying to him and I make some excuses to put down the phone. i quickly called up Soonshan to find out whether the modelling agency is a scam. She replied saying she had heard of the modelling agency before and she is not so sure.. she is very nice and decided to check out for me. I went to surf the internet and saw their website.. I think I’m abit convinced that the modelling agency might be real... I went for their makeover today and I finally saw Ivan, the boss. He looks different in the photos provided by the 2nd modelling agency. He also look a bit gay-gay type... Carol-the manager, helps to do my makeup and I’m impressed by her makeup skills! She was very gentle wehn she put on the makeup for me and I suddenly feel ‘paiseh’ about causing trouble for them. Before taking the shoot, the ‘butch’ photographer teaches me how to do poses etc.. From her comments and facial expressions, she said that I can’t do sexy shoots and I’m very conservative. Haha.... I think I’m not familiar and comfortabe with her. It was an experience for me anyway and I suddenly realised why alot of people said models are bimbo.. it is because modelling doesn’t requires you to use any brains and just do what the photographer asks you to do. Below are some of the pics from the MakeOver. I'm not very satisfied with the pics.


After the makeover, went straight to Novena Square to return my VCD. Realised I forget to put VCD of ‘Love Letter’ into the cover... Waste my trip! Ended up renting ‘Lost in translation’.... Shucks! So expensive.. One piece cost $4! After themakeover, meet shiryee straight at Newton MRT. When she saw my makeup, she was astonished and asked me why my makeup today was so thick. I told her I went for makeover and she asked how much. I told her $200+ and she say.. so expensive! I also think so too. Reached Davina’s house earlier as me and shir has nothing to do. We slacked at her house and eat some tidbits before we went out again to buy lemonade for mixing of alcoholic drinks. We went to West Mall and also meet up with Bee there. We went back and help out with the food preparation before Davina’s mum and her business friends starting to come in and eat the food. We eat, went up to Davina’s room and slack, play games and read Cosmopolitan magazines. All this went on til around 2am when Bee need to make a move. Shir and her bf also wanna go back at around 3am.. I also followe them and went back home. Quite a disappointment because I initially thought we will be all drinkig til dead drunk at Davina’s house and have fun before she flying back to Australia. Training for Part time job 25/7/04 Sun Feel very tired. Woke up at around 9am and have to follow my parents out. I have to report for training at around 11am. Saw the same old familiar faces again. The training was very boring and I nearly fell asleep! We all started calling at around 2pm and it was very dificult! None of us had any sale and until when it is time to go back home, one of the guy in the group managed to close a sale. Now I understand why telemarketers over there are rewarded with bonus of $300 if they managed to make 20 sales... it is so difficult! I think I feel very tired and won’t be staying in this job for long. 26/7/04 Mon Feel super tired... Haven’t really enjoyed a good rest on Sundays. After work, rushed straight to my part time job. I’m being assigned to a gal who look very ‘ah lian’. She also look very fierce and unfriendly. I try to break the ice by asking her questions. She seems ok and willing to teach me new stuffs. Time passed very slowly and I still can’t managed to close any sales at all. Meet my same training mates after work. Chatted for a while and went home with one of the guy, Jay. We talked quite a lot and exchanged our numbers after he got off. Impression of him is not bad. Although he is not my ideal type of guy, I won’t be placing judgement without knowing that person well enough.
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| Heart to heart talk |
| 07.25.04 (6:38 am) [edit] |
23/7/04
Meet up with Carol after work for dinner. Our plan for that day was, to meet up for dinner, either shopping, movies,KTV then clubbing all the way. Janet and me went to Citihall to meet them but I had to go off for a while to pass Hydroxy cut pills that has been sold to a bidder over the internet auction. After that I joined them for dinner at Out Of Pan. We ordered crepes and I chatted with Carol for a while. I asked her how was work in HQ and she said it was quite tough and she is still blur about what she should do. Haha... She told me got the gal under her -Magdalene has resigned and I'm so shocked! She come 3 months earlier than me and she already quitted within such a short span of time!
We finished our dinner and when the bill comes, amount up to $17 per person! My heart arches as the dinner is not fabulous and it still cost so expensive! :?
Supposingly to go clubbing with my colleagues but Yan sms me to ask me to come join them as shirly wanna drink. She is afraid that Celine & her can't handle her. Actually I feel like saying no to them as I feel like going clubbing with my colleagues and had been anticipating since last week.... Well, decided to went over instead as Shirly might need additional comfort from me.....
Reach BBoss at near plaza sing at around 9pm... heard shirly poured out her sorrows and we encouraged her to have a heart-to heart talk with zaini. She heed our advise and went to a quiet corner and called him up. When she came back, she told us what she had spoken to him and she break down. She tells us what really had happened: Apparently Zaini need to take care of his friend's finance as he is being send overseas for a quite dangerous mission. Zaini is actually being selected to for the mission but shirly asked him not to go. So in the end, Zaini's friend had to take over his place and went to do the mission. His friend nearly died while fulfilling the mission and Zaini feels guilty. He jas been calling his friend to see whether he is alright and that explains the hefty hp bill.... Shirly believes him totally and keep balming herself why was she so insensitive and Zaini has been keeping this from her because he is scared she will feel guilty and doesn't feel like facing him and their r/s might soured.. Shirly say she doesn't know Zaini loves her and understand her so much...
I don't know why but I still don't totally believe Zaini's story.. maybe I'm biased towards Zaini.. I don't like him all along anyway. I just hope he doesn't cheat on Shirly
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| Shirly's Relationship Woes |
| 07.25.04 (6:21 am) [edit] |
22/7/04
Shirly called me up this morning. She asked me whether I'm free to chat with her. I asked her what happened and she broke down... I was suspecting she and her bf had broke up but I still asked her what happen. True enough, she revealed she had broken up with Zaini. Well, it is quite rare for shirly to call me up so what I assumed is correct. I asked her why and she told me she discovered Zaini cheating on her. She said she found out Zaini had lied about his handphone bill and chalked up to $1000 over of bills! She is very shocked and demanded why his hp bill is so expensive.. he refused to divulde and they quarreled over it....
I comforted her and we suspect there is 3rd party involved.... but it is really too early to tell.
I told Yanyi about it and she is quite concerend over Shirly. Shirly is too very 'faithful' lover where it will takes her very long to forget a person totally. Yan suggested to ask shirly out tomorrow since she and celine is meeting up anyway. I'm being given the 'task' to ask her out on behalf of them.. as it will look suspicious if they asked her out since shirly hasn't told them anything about the breakup yet....
Attended the 2nd day of the starhub training. This time round it is so boring. The trainer is a nice guy but he tells us all those technical terms that I feel like zzz...
I give up going to Mind's Game seminar with Eric just to come for this training... sianz... Eric seemed surprised that I'm so determined to do the part time job.. haha
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| So much things happen! |
| 07.25.04 (6:11 am) [edit] |
20/7/04
Went to call up the 1st model agency I went to and demanded why my package that I signed up was so expensive. Nearly end up in a quarrel with the staff over the phone. I'm not satisfied with the answer and demanded them to return my deposit to me. I think I create a scene over the phone.. haha
I was boarding the MRT after work when the 2nd model agency I went to called me. The irritating boss asked me whether I wanna join them. I replied no and he tried to persuade me and refused to put down the phone. I 'entertained' him for 10minutes and decided it was enough. He seemed desperate and keep wanting me to sign up with their makeover photos. He also keep emphasizing me to make a complain about the 1st model agency I went. I suspected he wanted to make use of me to ruin the reputation of his competitor.
Went to an interview for telemarketing job after my work. I needed spare cash and decided to give this a shot. An Indian guy interviewed me and asked me to go for training the next day. Before waiting for my interview, I sms Eric and ask him whether he wanna join me as I feel so lonely doing part time job alone. He told me he went to the same exact interview I went before and decided to give up as it takes too much of his time and he really feel 'no life' as the job demands 3 workdays and 1 wkend. Well, I hate to be doing nothing at home since I don't really go out that often and why not make use of my free time to earn more money?
After the interview, went straight to the 1st model agency and wanting to make a complain. The staff serving me at front desk was whispering about and called up Celia whom spoken to me last week. She came and gave me a very concerned look and asked me what happened. I replied her saying that I want to get out of the deal and wanting to get back my deposit. I gave some lie and was wodering whether she believes in me. She told me she will talked to her boss. I feel so down after all these episodes and feel like giving modelling a miss!
21/7/04
Attend the starhub part time job tarining after work. It was quite ok and not as bored as what I had expected. Eric told me like it is gonna be hell going through the whole training thing.. haha.. learn alot of things about their SCV, Maxonline etc. I think I might seriously considering giving this a shot
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| Modelling agency |
| 07.22.04 (8:41 am) [edit] |
19/7/04
Went to another model agency located in Whampoa. When I first stepped in, a lady came over and played videotape while asking me to look at some newspaper cuttings. wow.. saw the boss(plump, not very good-looking) guy keeping appearing in TV and his roles are those very small roles... waited for more than half an hour while the lady and the boss talk loudly to 2 china gals. After they left, I went in and have a talk with them
The lady asked me some simple questions like why I want to be a model etc... She beat around the bush and later asked me to take portfolio.. I don't want to sign up and told her that actually I had signed up with another model agency and signed up for their package. She asked me where is the location, I told her and she straight away fished out a stack of photos and I saw the guy's face. He looked a bit familiar and I think I saw him before. She told me he is a scam and came to their model agency to check things out.
I told them signed up a package worth $388 and they asked why am I so impulsive. I packnicked and asked them how to get out of this mess, they advised me to complained to CASE. The lady's tone seem a bit aggressive and keep on asking me to sign up. When, I asked them how much is their package, they straight away say $500.. I rejected because I'm not willing to spend that much of money. They keep on pressuring me and say that I make a wrong step by signing up with that scam model agency, why not spend $500 to sign up with them? I asked them what is my chances of getting a modelling job? The lady just say it depends on my capabilities. I'm not convinced and asked further who is the photographer, where is the shots be taken etc... the answer I gotten is not satisfying and I refused to make any mistake and decided to stick to my guns... They persuaded me for 15 minutes more until they let me go. Before I went off, the boss went down to the lift with me and still try to sweet talk me to sign up with them. I feel half-hearted in fulfulling my modelling dreams and told them I really don't want to sign up any modelling agency anymore. I went home with a heavy heart thinking that I get cheated in signing up the package for the previous agency.
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| Charity |
| 07.18.04 (3:12 am) [edit] |
18/7/04
Had my charity event held yesterday. I am organising this event together with my another colleague-May from other branch. We had been planning this for the past few weeks.
I wake up eapecially early yesterday for the event and most importantly, I'm rushing to MacPherson Post Office to submit my application form for New Paper New Face Contest 2004. Yesterday was the dateline and it will be too late to go by post so I had to rush down personally there to hand my envelope to the officer.
I took bus No.8 to rush down to the office. When I reached there, it was around 11.20am. Janet saw me and was very excited! She saw my fake Christian Dior bag and keep on raving it! She say her stuck up model friend has been lemming for this bag and is buging her bf to purchase that for her. Well... I only pay $30 for this bag anyway... never know it caused so much lemmings for people... :D
I asked Kelvin for assistance in helping me set up programmes for the theatrette. We had a minor problem when we can't seem to see the video on screen. I frumbled abit and luckily Kelvin discovered we never switched on one of the system. Luckily he is around otherwise I will be doomed... I'm so blur and technology idiot!
The event took place at ard 1.15pm. Luckily Yanyi & Celine are around to help me.. I screened the movie, prepared food setup, plan games & activitiy. There are some setbacks as I forget to inform May that te movie ends earlier as the screentime is only 79minute. On top of that, the paperplates and cups are not enough. Why did I missed out on the most important thing here? I forget to check on the amount of paper cups, plates we have and had to send volunteers to go out purchase... I feel quite low and down! Why am I so blur?
Not only that, I forget to inform Seow Hong, the person-in charge of the charity centre that we are ending early. Luckily she say she have to call up the parents to pick them up. Have some minor setback too at the customer service officer there. Run here and there make errands, making things unconvenient for them.. Feel so bad...
Meet up with one of the buyer for my lipbalm over the internet in Tampines. After that, wandered around Orchard for a short while.. Suddenly feel lonely... supposingly to meet Davina and Bee for clubbing... Davina is meeting a guy friend, Bee meeting Bernard... I try to kill time by going to Orchard Library & Kinokuniya to browse the magazines there....
I meet up with Davina first. She complained to me that the guy she is hanging out with is boring.... I have to 'save' her by calling her and meeting her up... Meet up with Bee later in HMV..... saw Bernard with her and he seems uncomfortable with us around... He went off after we decided to have dinner in Burger King.
We ate dinner and I teased Bee aking how is her date with Bernard? She say is a bit boring and Bernard is quite quiet. I asked her whether she likes him and she say she don't but he might make a good friend to hang out with.... Well... anyway I don't really like Bernard... I also think Bee deserve a better guy! Maybe I'm eating 'sour grapes' as I used to like Bernard last time. However, if Bernard decided to chase after me, sorry.. he is out of my list....
Went clubbing in Music Underground. Saw Benny(Davina's ex) there too... Finally had a close look at him because we had been chatting in friendster... He seems like a nice guy.. but I won't fall for him coz he is davina's ex and I don't have special feeling for him.. Davina told me he still carry a torch for her so I also don't wanna make myself misery again......
After clubbing, went eat supper with them at Killiney Rd.... the temporary 'Food Festival' stall there...... I was so sleepy that I had problem keeping awake and wanna go home early..... we parted off at around 3.30am and went back home after a tiring day
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| Model wannabe |
| 07.16.04 (7:07 am) [edit] |
16/7/04
My company has a free skincare & makeup workshop. I heard from my colleague Audrey(She is in-charge of organising this event) that boss forced her to co-ordinate & organise this because the vendor is a friend of OmegaTrend who is sponsoring the free products for trial use. I was wondering where on earth got such a good and free thing happening to us? Must have some motives behind it.....
I guessed correctly, it is a MLM company and the instructor teaching skincare & makeup are persuade us to sign up to buy products from them... Well... I simply have too many skincare products to use hence never purchase much.. only bought face towel shared together with Janet(it comes in 2 towel in 1 package)...... However I did have fun using their products, dolling up myself using their cosmetics... I liked their pink lipstick which I tried it on but it cost $23.90! I would never pay so much for it unless it is a high end brand like Kose, Shiseido, Estee Lauder etc...
After the workshop has ended, it is already 6.30pm and is time to go home, I went back office and decided to surf net and I was looking at classified searching for part time jobs when I chanced upon a ad looking for model.. well.. I won't give a shit about this in the past and would most probably brushed it off as a scam but ever since I saw Soonshan appearing in L'oreal ad, I aspired to see my pictures in newspaper and hence, eagerly looking for model agency... I admit I don't really have model quality but I think I have a sweet appearance and might launch another career path for me? Haha.. I rang up this agency and she asked me come down for an interview.
I reached their place at around near 8pm. I submitted my photos and went into a small room with a gal for interview. She look around 25 and pleasant looking but with no makeup... She asked me some questions why I wanna be a model etc... I think I don't look confident and appear blur to her.. Anyway, to cut the story short... she asked me to shot a portfolio and must pay $388 for it...
I knew it!! Where on earth are these model agency so nice? My mind was thinking whether are they a scam? Maybe they only used the modelling agency as an excuse to lure innocent gals with aspiring dreams to be a model and cheated off their $$. I hesitated but sign up with them in the end. I guess there is no harm as I have never took those professional photoshoot of myself before and this might be the only opportunity to have modelling chances and if all else fails, I have my photos kept for rememberance.
She told me I need to pay the amount for the photoshoot first. I hesitated again but gave in. I lied to her I can only pay half so that if this is really a scam, at least I only lost half of it plus, if they collect all the money, they might disappear or doesn't want to call me up to take the photoshoots. I paid my bills with nets card and the gal looked as I keyed in my password. I feel abit uneasy over it. I think I better check my bank account one of these days(to play safe).
I make an appountment with them next saturday and I hope everything turns out to be fine. I sincerely prayed it is not a scam.
Before I left, I saw 2 young kids around 16-18 year old filling up forms and the young Malay gal keep on looking at me when I came out.. I was wondering whether she was thinking I'm so 'thick-skinned'.. this kind of pattern still dare to come model agency.....
I got an appointment with another model agency on coming next Monday... I'm still pondering whether to go for their interview... I don't wanna shoot another portfolio again.
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| Carol's last day |
| 07.14.04 (7:45 am) [edit] |
14/7/04
Today is my colleague-Carol's last day. From tomorrow onwards, she will be transferred to Headquater. Although I have been in this company for 3 months only and I'm not really close to Carol, I think we will miss her presence. She is a nice girl and we all like to tease her because she don't get angry with all our crude comments and teasing. Haha... I sincerely wish her all the best in her new environment.
Poor Me! I'm going to take over some parts of her job. Actually I'm quite happy(u must be thinking i'm crazy).. it is because i'm abit interested in media work and is related to the course i'm studying.. although the job i'm taking over is veri simple... putting up of posters and collecting feedback forms... i feel that i'm being given a greater responsibility :D
We had a farewell lunch for Carol and she seems really happy. I'm supposed to trick her into coming a room where we surprised her with a farewell bash.. i guess i'm really a terrible actress.. she knew straight away that we are all up to no good... haiz...
Anyway we took lots of pics, have fun laughing and of course hear Felisse singing... wow...is a rare opportunity to hear her sing.
After work.. I was supposingly to go to a model agency for interview... however i postpone it for carol's sake. We went to Haagen Daas to have ice-cream as a last 'outing' with Carol...
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| Blur! |
| 07.13.04 (7:14 am) [edit] |
13/7/04
Quite upset, feel that I'm really getting more blur & blur. I have been getting more forgetful and careless. My colleague Jason today commented that I blur... from his look, I can sense that he can't understand why am I so blur... I feel angry and upset.. Do you think I want to be blur in the first place? I feel stupid and useless all of a sudden... I think he can sense that I'm unhappy by his comments but I try to act that nothing has happened..
I also can't understand why am I so blur... I wanted to do things nicely, let everything goes on smoothly and don't let my blurness screw up everything.. My friends told me that SM Lee said in an interview which is very true.. Don't let other people's perception affects you. The more you care what people thinks about you, the more you will tend to do things to please them and hence did things that is 'expected' for you to perform and hence no surprise at all! I'm trying very hard not to let what people's perception of me affects my mood and my work performance... I can't help but feel a total loser! People comment that I'm messy, lazy I don't give a damn but if the person say I'm stupid and blur.. I will feel hurt and it hurts my pride.. it is because I DIDN"T WANT TO BE STUPID & BLUR. U THINK I HAVE A CHOICE?
Oh god.. can you make me smarter and less blur? :cry:
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| 07.11.04 (7:59 am) [edit] |
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6/7/04
We finally touched down in Hong Kong. Wow!!! We feel a bit lost as this time we are in Hong Kong. We asked the customer service officer about how to get to the hotel. She gave us directions and we were pondering whether to take bus, MTR or taxi. Transport in Hong Kong is very expensive and hence we decided not to take any taxi. We took a free shuttle bus from the airport to the hotel. When we arrived in the hotel, we have to wait for bee to arrive as the hotel is reserved under her name. We leave the luggage with the be;; boy and we went shopping!! We arrive in a herbal jelly stall to have some jelly and we realise it is so expensive. A bowl of that cost HK$50 which is about S$10!! Wow.... tats expensive! After that we shopped around in Tsim Sha Shui which is one of the busiest shopping area in HK. I found out that everywhere we go, there are so many people and HpngKongers are quite rude in nature. The pace is HK is much faster and the people all walked very fast and were basically rushing wherever they went.. Oh Gosh! It is also quite messy over there and it gives me a clutter and messy feeling. Some of the places gives me a feeling that we have been there before because of the HK drama serials we have been watching back home. We didn't believe it when some of the buildings we saw in the show were appearing right in front of our eyes!! We went back to hotel and were sitting and loittering around in the hotel lobby as Bee still haven't arrived yet. We were very tired and were waiting 1'5 hours for her until she finally appeared! We drag our tired body back and were amazed the hotel is rather big and is enough to squeeze the four of us. We went to have our dinner with Davina's mother and after that went to Ladies Street in Mong Kok. We saw alot of bargain items but I didn't managed to purchase any. Davina purchased a fake LV wallet, Gucci bag and Christian Dior wallet for HK$300! That's a steal. Bee purchaed waterbottles wheras ShirYee bought a handphone cover. So all bought something except me! :( ------------------------- ------------------------- ----------------
7/7/04
We woke up near noon time and we had our lunch in dim sum restaurant. After that, we went shopping and I manage to bought some clothes from giordano! :D I guessed the salesgirl must be wondering where we come from since our cantonese are quite lousy and we were conversing each other with a mix of chinese and english. Ha.. We took a train to MTR and went to Cental District for more shopping. We arrived at the HongKong Walk of Fame and we were amazed by the beautiful sights of HK CBD district. Their tall buildings and tall towers looked so similar to the Suntec city back home! However HK CBD area looked so much nicer! We took some beautiful shots of HK and also some candid pictures of ourselves too.




We went to Lane crawford and Sogo for shopping. I'm very unhappy when they say they are not going to Peak Tram and I'm throwing my temper by showing black face. They finally appeased me by going there. I never regreted going because The sight of HK is so beautiful at night

We also managed to know some cute angmoh( foreigners) there... We took a picture of them and we were heading to the next destination. We saw a double decker bus with no cover at the top! We were so excited and all rushed to the 2nd storey to sit in it! It feel so 'shiok' and different when we sit in the top of the bus with wind blowing our faces. We took some photos in the bus too. We alightd at Lan Kwai Fong which is the famous nightspot and clubbing places in HK. We wree very disappinted as there have pubs and is not so 'happening' and fun as what is protrayed on TV. We headed back to hotel for some precious sleep and recharge our enegery for the next day 8/7/04 We woke up at around 10am and head straight to the MTR. Our destination today would be Shenzheng. The journey is quite long as we need to take MTR, change trains etc and the whole journey took about 1 hour. We arrived at the China Immigration to have our passport stamped and we had some problems as Shir didn't apply her visa. We waited a while for her and she finally can go through the immigration and we are in ShenZheng! We went tothe top floor and did some shopping there. We bought a lot of fake bads and wallets and were so happy! We walked around and weer still stucked in 5th floor as there are so many nice bags and we can't resist not going in to have a look. After we did our shopping ther, we went to the lower floor. Shir and Bee went crazy overshoes as there are so cheap!! Four gals bought a total of 20 pairs of shoes so can you imagine that? Haha... I'm a little afraid as four gals were taking some many shopping bags and we were afraid we will be the 'targets' by the locals there. We finished our shopping at 6pm and we realised that we had not have our lunch at all? Imagine we didn't feel hungry when we did our shopping there? Haha..... We took the journey back to HK and by the time we returned back to hotel, it is already 8pm. We went to nearby restaurant to have our dinner there. Davina went back to the rom first a she say she simply have no more money for shopping. Bee, shir and me went to Tsim Sha Shui for more last minute shopping. We were amazed that Hong Kong shops doesn't closed until around 11.30pm or 12am... Wow... Bee and me went to the hotel empty-handed while shiryee bought some nail polish from Sasa. We took some candid photos and we also pose some silly posture.. hahaha...


However I'm quite angry because I'm not sure is Davina or shiryee post a comment saying Bee better teach me how to use the camera or else I will delete all the photos we had took.. I'm pissed off because they seemed to have no confident in things I do. Altough I'm blur... but do they need to post that comments?
9/7/04
We woke up extra early as we need to catch a flight back at 2.10pm. We did some last minute shopping and also had dimsum breakfast there.... We went back to hotel, packed our stuff and is quite funny to see some of us come with 1 bag but going back home with 4 bags... hahaha... We arrived in HK airport at near to 1pm and did some last minute shopping in duty free store before we took our flight back home. We arrived back in Changi airport at around 6pm and it just feel so good to be back home! I had a fruitful holiday! Haha....
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| 07.11.04 (7:19 am) [edit] |
6/9/04
Feeling very excited because it is my forst time going HK with my friends!! The previous night, I went over to Davina's house to stay overnight because she say she got an extra room(her sister went HK earlier with her mum for biz trip) and she invited me and shir over and she can drove us there to Changi airport first thing in the morning. Davina and Eelvin picked me up from my house and I saw Shir. She seems to be in a really bad mood and she throw temper when she knows davina is sending her back to her bf's house as she forget to bring along some of her items. She kick up a fuss saying she already insisted them not to drive her back and she will take a cab to her bf house but nobody listen to her. She was 'black-faced' the whole journey and slammed the door when she reached the block near her nf's house
I asked Davina what happened and she said shir is like that when she went home to packed her stuff. Shir commented that she feel so lonely at home and alone in her big house. She say there are only 2 persons living there which are her crazy 3rd sis and her cousin. She say it don't feel like a home anymore.
I feel upset that shiryee is feeling so down and I can't help her. Shir sms me later telling me she doesn't feel like going HK. Her depression is back and she is in no mood for holidays. We tried to persuade her to go and she finally relent it... Alas! Or else the holiday will be quite different without her around.
We went to Changi airport and was a bit late... we checked in our luggage and the aircrew told us the economy seats are all taken up and she has no choice but to upgrade us to business class! Wow... Haha.. we can't believe how lucky we are... so it shows that it pays to be late sometimes... :lol:
I feel excited when I board the airplane as it is my 1st time riding a plane. I feel clueless where to place my luggage, where to switch on the TV until davina came over to help me with that. I also feel embarass to ask the stewardess for help as I don't wanna give them an image that it is the first time riding airplane!
Shir told us another piece of good news. The airfare for HK to S'pore only cost $300 inclusive of airport taxes... Wow!! Haha.. can't believe how lucky we are...
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| 07.11.04 (7:06 am) [edit] |
5/7/04
I know is a little late to post about this entry but I have beem procastinating about writing this entry as I have been rather lazy... Oh well...
I'm being deployed to help jason with his euro event and it is the finals of greece vs portugal. I have been a bit busy since midnight as a lot of people are coming over to eatch the match... A lot of people are rooting for portugal
When the match starts, can heard all the shouting, yelling, screaming etc in the theatre whenever a player is trying to shoot the football into the goalpost... I'm personally rooting for portugal as I don't like the way greece plays...... too rough and always like to do alot of pushing to the other players.... I make a comment to jason telling him that i think greece players are very rough in playing soccer and he laughs it off...
Imagine my disappointment when I know greece won? Luckily i never make any bet on the soccer match!
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